emogirl2day

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she's not by emogirl2day, literature

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she's not

she isn't who you think. she doesn't hold on. she only lets go. she doesn't smile. she holds on to the drugs. she drinks the alcohol. she wipes the blood. she stares at the tear stained pillow. she doesn't have hope. she lost that long ago. she doesn't believe anything. she only lies. she doesn't know the truth. she has never known it. she has only known lies. she tries to smile. she tries to be ok. she tries to love. she only fails. she hates who she is. she wont change thou. she thinks its to hard. she misses who she used to be. but yet she'd never go back. to the way it used to be. she wants the pain to stop. she

her smile. by emogirl2day, literature

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her smile.

her pretty little smile glued on like paper. she's trying to hold on to it tight. trying to find that happiness thats going to make her whole. but as hard as she might try. the pain is always more. and this pain she tries to hide... she just can't ignore she can't ignore the pain. she doesn't wanna fight it. but she doesn't wanna give in. but she always does. bc she always hurts. she doesn't wanna hurt anymore. she doesn't wanna run away she wants to stay where she is. she wants to love she doesn't wanna hate. i just wanna love you. and i just want you to love me too. i wanna lay with you and see your face when i w

all alone by emogirl2day, literature

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all alone

The ice is so thin. she stands there holding her breath. scared that if she lets it out, she'll fall. the ice will break. just like her heart has. a tear falls. she's messed up so bad. she didn't realize it till things changed just like that. till everything was different. she walked to the thinest piece she sat down. the ice cracking. she cried. a thousand tears fell from her red eyes. the bottle she held in her hand. the last sip the last drop lingers on her lips. she wants more. but yet she can't have it. there isn't anymore. she can't find it. stumbling she gets up. in a wavy line she walks away. the liquir on

his royal princess by emogirl2day, literature

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his royal princess

at night i fall asleep but between my breath i weep a handle i used to have, washed away by all i have. a song stuck in my head, the strongest feeling of dread. motion for me to come the last time for me to feel dumb. he holds my hand as i stand i watch his eyes not knowing his lies monsters staring at me i close my eyes so i can't see as im his royal princess, im his royal princess, he's more amazing than before he's always know's just wat to say he says it in just the right way whats left of my tiny hope depends on my way to cope. ahundred peices left to break i pray to god for heavans sake. a hand thats held for ever

her last story by emogirl2day, literature

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her last story

a feeling she's felt to much she's just running out of pure luck a tired face looking back a smile not meaning jack a half a heart that he had broke laughin at me like one big joke the thoughts of being with out you just wont do but here i am i can do do it but damn i put on a funny face and wisper, i wish i wasn't such a discrace. so to forget here i sit holding the razor in my hand watching the blood band me to this life i can't live with out but watch me i wont make it out. but then reality steps in i've sinned. i don't feel bad actually kinda glad. wishing i could do it just one more time so i can't be accused f

please love me by emogirl2day, literature

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please love me

please love me don't leave me you said you wanted me so why wont you stay? please stay please don't go your all i've ever wanted and then some. i don't wanna watch you walk away bc then i feel like i've got no say i wanna be with you every day and i can't i've never felt this way before i love you everyday and more and some how i know for sure that your the one i love i pieced my life together one by one and then you came along and i swear its the most beautiful song i wanna be in your arms tonight i never ever wanna fight and in the end we will be together for ever just wait and see.

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she's not by emogirl2day, literature

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she's not

her smile. by emogirl2day, literature

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her smile.

all alone by emogirl2day, literature

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all alone

his royal princess by emogirl2day, literature

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his royal princess

her last story by emogirl2day, literature

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her last story

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Cutting by giffordm, literature

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Cutting

Slicing away trust, bleeding out betrayal. Lying with a smile, making truth go stale. Playing a deadly game, fighting with blood and fire. Answering to all the pain, bowing to desire. Clinging to the hate, living in the fear. Pushing far away, everything I hold dear. A smile on my face, but screaming in my head. Hoping its not to late, praying my souls not dead. Trying to escape, to find a place to hide. Or should I face myself, its so hard to decide. Nowhere left to run, no one to face but me. To decide what I want to do, and who I want to be.

Cutting Is Common by edge-wise, literature

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Cutting Is Common

You see her from across the way Reading what her body says Long sleeves whispering of bleeding wrists Eyes hang low, silently admitting it You know all of these signs so well The language it speaks, the stories they tell It reads like novels, all full of misery Some of the pages torn from your own history Does it help you to see someone do it like you did Can you see why your friends misconstrued it? And they worried about you all night, every night Can you see now how it was justified fright? You study her scars and know it's not for attention The contours of cuts you know that you should not mention They creep back into darkne

Love it by fallenpoeticlover, literature

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Love it

I feel your hands in my hair. I feel your breath on my neck. I feel your body pressed so close to mine. I feel your lips on my throat. I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine. I feel you and I love it. I hear you say you love me. I hear you whisper my name. I hear you tell me I'm the only one for you. I hear your breath in my ear. I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep. I hear you and I love it. I see you as I run into your arms. I see your face break through my world of darkness. I see you fight away my fears. I see you wipe away my tears. I see you're in love with me. I see you and I love

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happy happy funny funny... i love bubbles and monkies and bananas.... my friends call my dani bananas so live with it... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Current Residence: soon to be home
deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
Print preference: printer
Favourite genre of music: emo rock
Favourite photographer: don't know that i have one
Favourite style of art: writing and my flute
Operating System: a computer
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: black
Wallpaper of choice: red
Skin of choice: monkeys
Favourite cartoon character: aang
Personal Quote: "i've never felt this pain, but to feel it now... well lets just say its killing me!!&quot

Favourite Visual Artist

not really sure

Favourite Movies

chicago the musical

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

paramore

Favourite Writers

lemony snicket

Favourite Games

the kissing game

Favourite Gaming Platform

x-box 360

Tools of the Trade

don't get caught up in the past bc you might miss out on wats happening right now

Other Interests

writing and crying... i like to cry wat can i say

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emogirl2day

Mar 9, 2011

hmmmmm....

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I'm over you. I know that I am. But, I can't help but to miss you. I wonder why you always seem to cross my mind at different, random times of the day. It's like idk. Frustrating. :/ I still love you. But, I am ready to move on. I just wish I knew how. :/

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emogirl2day

Jan 12, 2010

thank you matthew:)

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matthew. you are truely amazing. really you are. you make everything better. i love you. and you better love me:) everything you every tell me always seems to be true. and i hate you for it. i've always tried to block out lyrics with songs. and when you said to think abou the pros and cons. well all i could think about were the pro's. i really think that im getting over tyler... i really do. i think its awesome:) i think that if i see someone i think is totally cute. im just going to walk up to them and be totally out going and start talking to them. idk thou. its like blah... im so picky when it comes to guys and gah. im going to have to be

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emogirl2day

Jan 9, 2010

I LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY FUCKING HEART!!!!!!!!

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its confusing as to how i feel bc i don't know who i can really talk to about it. tos been over a month and i still love him so much i mis being like matt and jessica. i want that back but finding someone to do that with is hard. bc i want it to be tyler. and i can't help but feeling like i'll never get him back. no one is right and right now i wanna get so fucked up. i'd do drugs i've never even thought about just to forget. to forget that i hurt more now than i ever did. i mean i'd rather do pills or get drunk or some shit like that but god. i don't know i jsut know that i still hurt. and i always end up hurting when i see happy couples tog